happy birthday todd!!! real birthday is tomorrow. 50 years old there bud! karen made him his favorite: german chocolate cake with coconut frosting tra la!
last few days... todd changed the oil for me in the passat. ben took some pictures of myself sporting what i thought was a most excellent red number and houses. on the way to.......??? rumford??? on the way to somewhere. CLICK BIG
i looked over the railing and saw him looking at my work schedule. he was alone at the table. shes upstairs correcting papers. he fumbled with it and then studied it shakily. he's lonely. sometimes i worry that its my fault. i wish he could find a good one.