Friday, February 5, 2010

everyone is scared but BE KIND.

everyone is scared of everything. of other people. of what other people think. of what other people are doing. of change. of difference. of new traditions. of their parents. of their government. of their boss. of the rest of the world. of the bad guys. of their reputation. of getting in trouble. of standing out. of other people. of unknowing. of being forgotten. of failure. of their children. of getting old. of falling behind. of their own freedom. of telling the truth. of THEMSELVES.

PEOPLE. you all need to get free. your freedom is the grandest illusion i know. i sit at work all day listening to terrible new age country music on the radio- all these clean cut men singing about "the cost of freedom" and "the freest nation" blah blah blah blah blahhhhhh...if we're so free, then why does everybody give so much of a fuck?? so far from free. BRAINWASHED. in america, our freedom is not cherished and appreciated and enjoyed. it is rubbed in other's faces and government regulated. we gloat about it. it's like a competition. it's like FUCK YOU IM AMERICAN! we seem to "know" that we are superior.
this is why everyone here is insane. out of their fucking minds.


everybody. everybody has their own mindset and they block out all other information and opinions. i try to avoid this. i don't have the ability to block things out and i can't understand how other people do!? how can you see a situation from one side only? how do you block out the other completetly? really though! i want to understand. i don't get it.! i could never do it. even if i tried. i don't get it. we are all so sheltered.

i am constantly disgusted and appalled at the nature of human beings. we are the inferior animals. - why is it that, for example, during hunting season you'll hear that the deer population has skyrocketed, so people are encouraged to go out and hunt? who are we to decide the particular amount of other species there are?? why are we so oblivious that we do not see that we are incredible hypocrites!? population control for "animal"populations and yet humans are here trying to cure all these diseases, healing the sick and (rightfully) moaning at the passing of one of our own? WE are the ones who are out of control. there are WAYY too many of us. we have basically destroyed natural selection within our species and have taken it into our hands for all other creatures.

i hate us. we are fucking so ignorant. and our ignorance glares us in the face and teases and laughs at us each and every day- and yet we are too righteous and dumb to recognize it. we deserve everything we have coming to us. it is all of our own creation. this mess we created is out own. we are the plague that will end all.

i am scared too. scared of us. we are menaces. we are ugly. we are orphaned children. we are helpless. and yet we could help ourselves. we won't. we refuse to. we have a little more time to get our shit together.

you YOUyou YOU YOU! the key word. you may not realize it but everything in the world is up to you.
we close our minds for protection, when opening them is really what would bring everyone together.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!!! HOW CAN THIS NOT BE CLEAR TO THEM!?

2 comments:

eyeandeye said...

!!!!

i hear you ma'.

thank earth, who's magic is real and the trees are always beautiful.

Unknown said...

found your blog a week or so ago and have been reading through it. really wonderful stuff. this post is exactly the sort of thing that i think about... your words here are the same i have thought and said many times. what a tragedy we humans are and a blight upon the earth. i don't think it has to be this way... there is a different path but we're not choosing it.