ugh. can't say i feel too good at the moment. 

i guess i feel kinda helpless, sorta as if everything is outta my control...like i did something wrong but am completely unaware of what it was.

yesterday was fun.  i went to a mustache party and got pretty funny.  slept in way late.  

cynthia came over to ben's and we treked to the grocery store where we purchased various ingredients. we came back and made garlic bread and pasta and salad. plus blackberry icecream n' strawberries for dessert. yep. 

im back in my room for the first time in a little while.  which isn't bad. but. i dunno, shits just different here.

but being alone is nice. i can think.  

mmm! my water for tea is boiling

watch that.