i hear it's supposed to be 70 degrees outside today??!!! did you hear??!!??!!!!!!!
i work at 12 boooohoo!
shits been going crazy lately around here.
but im sort of feeling better. been looking at it from a different perspective.
trying desperately to hang in with this job for as long as i can possibly stand.
means of transport has diminished leading me to think harder.
been feeling sad since the beginning about missing summer in portland.
studio for june july august would be fucking superb.
barefeet, many friends returning for summertime, tattoos, good people everywhere, blank walls, salv, chuck, walking at night, sitting on the monument in the sun, RIDING BIKES!, grime central, nice get togethers always, trains, wine in the daytime, CHEAP wine, NO JOB, dirty dirty dirty feet and hair and limbs, swimming in the ocean, knotted hair, no schedule, no plans, no rush, walking up munjoy hill, secret spots and lots of time to create new things and meet new people and relax to the max.
i am a muddled mess of a million thoughts and feelings and ideas and worries and dreams every day.
thinking about my "future" fucks me up and gets my mind rambling and investigating each enticing option.
i hate that. "your future" "we're worried about your future"
the future is now. i just live.
going up to portland after work tonight. don't have to work till tuesday fuck yeah!!!!!!
tearrrrrin it up
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get it get it girl.
you got it.
i feel you.
as per usual.
keep the dream alive! =D
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