deanna captured these precious moments this weekend

heh heh heh yesssza

sacred=profane

to do:

-learn self control

-stand the fuck up for yourself

-imagine beauty

-remember that you will never be the only one

-buy film

-try harder to give up

-scape up some self respect to go with that control

-clean room

-eat more vegetables

i suck always. 

this morning i wrote haikus in english.

inconsistency

fireflies flicker on ice

red lips float past me

underneath is rot

intestines writhe, crawl inside

eat your heart out boy

i am a shadow

can you see me fall?

can't see me at all.

i hate that clicking.

if only i was skinny.

my knees are mountains.

do you think of me?

i think of you. bright blue eyes

i chase you in dreams

your hair is dirty

no, no shower. i like it.

you always smell good.

my belly jiggles

macho pigs, slam that head hard

blurry. black. im gone

5-7-5 syllables is my new mantra. 

a lively new years conversation captured by brendon! hah

its so messy outside

a walk should be in order quite soon...

clickbig

pranksters??!!

this was made by a boy named luke (white hat) who i went to highschool with

and this shit is soo good so so so good!

hahgoodnight!

i know i know i know i'm fabulous pshhhhaaa

hah great job!

surface like sap rising or honey or tar

wow! quite icy today. no power. we lit lots and lots of candles last night and lots of trees around my house broke and some fell on it as well. power lines down errwhere!

i finally uploaded many many pictures from my camera so there is a random scattering of thanksgiving, skating boarding in baxter heh, and funny recent evenings. clickemferbig i hope.

home is lonely, and it's only been a couple days. ah well

some snow would be nice...

tomorrow i'll be venturing to portland to deliver cynthia to the airport. perhaps we shall obtain some ink together... it all depends. 

hope the weather improves. gotta get my photo shit at baxter. gotta remember that. must wake up early. hair is greasy- need a shower.  i have to sleep. i must. sweet dreams sweet dreams and goodnight!

   

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