on a highway the leaves are green forever i let some hash relax me get lost in human pleasure

Today was quite eventful!! Woke up and drove to mark's house to go ice skating and sledding with all the little ones and checked out Chris's little fort that mark has built him. Went for a nice walkntoker through the graveyard, found a beautiful stone on a grave and left it there of course, got warm inside my mamas greenhouse sans plants, and visited my Memere and Papou. ate some delicious veggiechili and had a splendid time.

what would i want? SKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just returned from a short trip up north and snagged a photo of what i drew for ben for christmas
here she is....

america sucks

i am so ashamed.
these people ruin everything for everybody all the time.

GAH!!!!!!!! so here i am. 20. 2 decades yeh know? ohhh my my my. i have to say, i haven't had a real successful birthday in quite a long time and this year was real real nice. i had a lovely time with ben and ellie in portland and with everyone at timmy's house. awwwwwwwhhhh great dancing!!! portland spoileddd me and i love you all very much and seeing everyone was most wonderful! last night was lisa's birthday so as we always do, we had a little joint birthday party at karen's house. i cleaned the fuck up, let me tell you....! here's just a few gems of the 20th year for the gel: ohhhh oopps i forgot to flip some of these but its okay its okay its okay its okay dont worrrrrrry! in case it's difficult to decipher... i received animal collective fall be kind ep, devendrabanhart what will be, nirvana bleach, cocorosie the adventures of ghosthorse and stillborn, the flaming lips embryonic, and the fucking WHITE ALBUM. oooooooooooooh!!!

i am the dark

had a lovely time with haley today. we went to an abandoned nursing home and it was real great.
here yeh goooooo!!!
clickem up!

tonight. here we are. here i am. a whole bunch of shit from recently.
and then wineiwnewinewinewinewineeesazzassssssssssssssssasdfesI!!!!!!!!????!/?

SOOOOOOOOOO BADDDDDDASSS!

MAKE THIS SHIT BIGGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
favorite tattoo ever.

BAD ASS.

whoa. haven't seen this video yet.

Sheepshank

Last weekend was the last weekend of lovely Sheepshank's life. She was my first dog and was the most gentle, kind, quiet, loving pup i've ever known. i mean that. i know that Shep is happily frolicking somewhere and is beaming. I love you Sheppa. You were a real good dog.

I found this picture from a week before christmas. Shep sleeping beside the tree. good dog.

i close my eyes and i see you dancing do you see me when you close yours too?

found a few tidbits from the last few months or so....
christmas party, gandalf, mama, luke and bruce, some knives and dancing.
ben took the first and the last onez.

fuckme.fuckyou.

feelin a bit blue. it's lone-stat here. winter is a drag. not having a job is a worse drag. bummed to have left my apartment. happy to have left my apartment. happy to be home. bummed to be home. just want to FLY NOW. want chew to want to fly with me. wish we could hop on the next one that passes by on the tracks but its cold we cant we cant we cant we have to wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait.

need money hate money need money hate money neeeeeeeeeeeeeed it. FUCK.

fuck.

poor kermit

i don't know if i've ever mentioned my utmost contempt for lady gaga, but i came across this terrifying picture and my disgust reached an ultimate high. i hate her so much. why won't she just go away???? i hate her i hate her i hate her.