Friday, January 2, 2009

i got a bloody nose on the bus ride home today and now my stomach hurts and im whining.
at least i am home.  the excitement i felt to return here yesterday is dwindling and quickly fading away. geographical solutions are just that. useless.

nobody remembers me. 
i want mutual dependence.
mutual want.
if i'm going to be a shadow that walks softly behind the living; feeding off other people's excitement and fulfillment instead of finding my own happiness, then i wish at least another shadow would join me.

i am lonely. i am forlorn.

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